Hey guys. I just got back from the white water rafting camping trip. It was good, but a bit redundant at this point. I'm done with school, I have a job, and i'm getting worried about the future. I realize that I need to move out, but i'm not sure how to in a cost effective manner. If I move into a place that I haven't bought, then I will be throwing money away, but if I try and buy a house, I will potentially be paying for it for the next 40 years, which would be ok, if I had a family and was going to settle down, but I don't think that would be healthy for me. I really think I need to move into a place where I can make mistakes and learn, but the boat for moving away to college has sailed, and I fear that I have failed (not in the rhyming department apparently!). I'm just very mentally tired, and have not been doing the smartest things lately. But you all don't want to hear about that.


So, I went to a Dresden Dolls Concert a little while back. It was fantastic. I went with my sister, cousin, and Dickie. I was actually part of the brigade this time! Though I don't think they liked the balloon animals as much as most of the other performers. I got to talk to people that previously I had only known online and it was good. I'm still not sure if this is how being social is supposed to feel, so I'm still working in that respect.

Silent hill was a really good movie. The end sorta sucked, but that was just Hollywood goring it up. The monsters all looked perfect.

Ok, I'm going to watch a movie, or read some. Have a good one.

::Oh, guess what? I just learned that i'm allergic to Cashews as well::