I'm Tired of all this. Why is being good never rewarded and being evil is? Or is what I precieve to be evil actualy a form of twisted good? Either one way or the other, I want to be like the rest. I want to act without thinking. I want to see unclouded by knowledge. I don't want to be so subservient to everyone. I want to gather people to me without actually caring about them.
For the longest time I thought I was blessed with logical compasion, but its more of a curse. I care more for strangers than I do for myself. It is the way it should be, but it isn't. Most people live their lives selfishly with thougths of others in-so-much as how to use them for a benefit. I feel different than these people that I am surrounded by. I feel that I am above them, yet loosing to them. I want to feel human.
Chris Johnson => the human races Bitch